Halo speedpainting lFAILl

Ohh mann.... I"m sooo pissed... I feel like running down the street screaming my lungs out..

Why am I pissed? Well let me tell u...
So this picture here, I spent like.. 2 hours on it and I actually REcorded myself drawing it. Because of recording.. it makes drawing go really slow and lags alot. Plus inorder to record.. i would hav to use some screencapture thing on the computer.
Since I dont hav a tablet.. i'm back to using my mouse again.. ugh
I spent TWo whole hours on this.. with laggy mouse and my wrist killing me. When I was finaly done, I was so happy, i'm like YES FILnally.. I can put this speedpainting video on youtube!
But....
The recording program that I used.. idk why. but it scrwed up somehow and it recorded NOt EVen a FRIggin SECond of ALL THat.. ARGH
I Dont know what happened. I even double checked everything once every few minutes to make sure it was still recording and stuff. But noooooooooo IT didn't Record and I'm just so friggin pissed right now.
I was gunna post the video on youtube, sped up, with music in background so it'll look kool.. like those NIcoDimatia vids. But ARGh

So... now it's just a bloody drawing. No video.. just this.
I know it looks really distorted and stuff. That's my best with drawing with a mouse... plus all the lag from the stupid screencapture program. ARgh

wow.. wrote a lot.
2 hours gone to waste.. argh.. i was gunna play soccer with my friends but i sayd .. Nooo i wana do this Instead.. Fck! and it dind't even work. ARgh so pissed off